Ibu, you’re like an angel to me. always have been and always will.Kaka loves you more than words could say. So may this special day be joyous and magical!¬† Selamat Hari Jadi yang ke 46,permaisuri hatiku ūüôā


engkaulah satu satunya wanita yang ku sanjungi. Terima kasih untuk segala galanya.






                         I would like to have whatever Lucy is having.

                         p.s Lucy is my flatmate and she laughs like a donkey. I am not even kidding you.


Happy Birthday, May babies!

Introducing one of my best girlfriends, WANY

¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†¬†Today’s birthday girl, Wana Leceister

and… not forgetting, Mr Macho ūüôā Sahee






at ease


 The picture definitely  portrays where I want to be right this moment.

¬†Nothing can beat (not-so-white) sandy beaches ūüôā and of course, not to forget…HOME.

¬†“Home is where the heart is” -quoted



She’s back on the game, or is she?


Guilt. How conflicted I feel towards the situation that I am in right now. Sometimes, I just do not understand why it appears to be so difficult, or rather should I say utterly ‘bleak’ when it is definitely not. Is it just me being all paranoid, out of character or just a sheer cowardice on my part? how unflattering. Shame on me. However, I refuse to see all the actions that I have taken have had repercussions on me, because I just can’t deal with guilt anymore. Lost is another adjective to be added here. I feel lost and incapable of doing something that I’ve been longing to do, and it is not even what you call an ambitious dream, it really is not. It fustrates me,really. There have been signs pointing my toughts that I need to step up on the game or it is my loss then.¬†That does not leave me with a choice, or does it?

¬† Honest to God, I do realise my half-melodramatic dose of story-telling/rambles or whatever you may call it is of triviality. Even my group tutor once commented on¬†one of¬†my “not-so-romantic” essays, saying “your¬†sentences¬†are VAAAAGUEEEEEE“, and “where is the romanticism element in this paragraph? I don’t see any” *pfffft* not so pleased,aye? Is it because I have no even a slightest bit of that bizarre, overpowering emotions of love to begin with,huh? that I am not sensitive enough? aye aye? (LOL) This is what usually happens when I can’t accept defeat or¬†unconstructive criticisms¬†ūüėõ

*heavy sighs*

I am done now.

I am glad to be back ūüôā

I like rudeness a great deal better than flattery”


Current mood


Can’t you tell? =P

I want my spicy honey-garlic chicken wahhh!


Is it Monday already?


Spent most of today sprawled on my back. Both thighs suffered from bad cramps. Face was partially crumpled, with eyes closed. Drooled a bit¬†while I was¬†relatively brain-dead.¬† The sun was remarkably illuminating right through my eyes, but still…I couldn’t careless.¬†As a result, I overslept. Cant really much rely solely on the alarm clock, aye? you bet!. Arghhh…¬† And what am I stressing out about again? Because it’s already bloody¬†awful Monday! and apparently, I have missed my 11 am seminar, and the time is now approaching to¬†4 pm. Heh. Ohh..Well done, Aimi! *smiles broadly*. Still, I’m bothered. I care the fact that my attendance at the seminar matters the most. And now I am excessively worrying about not being able to cope with the coursework which deals mostly with the upcoming assessment.

¬†Now, who is to blame? or more importantly, WHAT¬†is to¬†blame? well, it’s non other than¬†my beauty-sleep. I had a beautiful dream last night. The word beautiful can be an overstatement sometimes, yes? But in this particular case,it’s an exception. I dreamt that I was crabbing with this anonymous alpha-male. CRABBING! Why in the world must it be crabbing? HAHA. Nonetheless, it was somewhat sweet =). Funny thing was, we were somehow both stuck in a secluded beach, and it was just the two of us there.¬†Making sure that I was not feeling insecure around him, he tried to break the deafening silences between us by¬†asking me like, “Do you want to catch some crabs with me?“. Heh. His voice soothes me. (bulih aku ah?? for real??)¬†…Could not really see that person’s face, as everytime I tried to look at him, he turns his face away from my direction.

¬†¬† Strangely, I was feeling utterly comfy with his presence despite the awkwardness body language he gave me. He was being a complete gentleman, so it kind of moved me a bit. HAHA. And ohh..the other funny-not-s0-romantic part was, while the alpha-male was teaching me how to crab, I saw an ugly¬†GIANT¬†crab which was a few metres away¬†eyeing on me. heh.. eyeing on me?? =p Aneway, got a little bit distracted by IT,¬†so my crazy little mind quickly wanted to catch IT instead. Little did I know, the XXL sized crab was actually already wanting to catch me instead. err.. not catch, but t’was almost like¬†ATTACKING me with its long, sharp pointed legs?? So yes, Hell I was running away like crayzeh!! the Alpha-male was nowhere to be seen in that heightening situation. *Grrrrrrrr..!!* where the heck was he?? So anyway, nearing the end of the dream, I could feel a sudden reflex on my right foot as I clearly hit it on the wall…REAL HARD! Anddddd that was when it hit me. Opened my eyes, instantly felt a thwack of pain. Damn you,Monday!

¬†To Mr C.Ed, I apologize for not attending your seminar today. I am feeling ill and also having a slight head-ache. Wouldn’t you want to know why? Would you believe me if I said I was attacked by crab-alien- lookalike? No.? owkay. But you do get my gist,right? No No. I am not making excuses. *rolls eyes*

It was a weird dream. yet, I still question myself who might the alpha male be?

…¬†my soulmate?